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Monday, May 30, 2005

Isang linggo na lang, papasok na ako. Ang problema nga lang, hindi ako handa. Ayan nalimutan ko na ang mga prinsipyong pinupukpok samin non sa BSP... haha, oo nga pala. Malimutan kong sabihin.. namimis ko na kayo... pero siguro mas masaya ang buhay ko sa kolehiyo, biruin mo hindi na to gaya ng science at isa pang biruin mo ay sa UP ito. ibig sabihin, maraming.... makikilala.

Nakakabagot nga sa bahay, ang inaabangan na lang ay ang susunod na palabas, ang susunod na tugtog. naisipan kong buklatin ang zoo workbuk ng kapatid ko, pero sampung segundong pagbuklat, sinarhan ko na rin, wa epek... hahaha...

sabi ko nga kanina pa hindi pa ako handa sa pagpasok. nakakainis, gusto ko maextend bakasyon, pero minsan ang mga gusto sadyang hindi natutupad para hindi sumaya ang mga batang kagaya ko...

kaw talaga ang engot mo pa rin... bobo!

`postedat
1:45 AM.


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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

waaah...

now i really do wonder coming back to where i really started. i just had a dream last night, and i just thought, what if that dream may come to life, take away all those i cherished to be with, and i just thought, would there be a way how i could have fought that dream to 'not be' a reality, i guess not... but i hoped so.

and actually, who the hell would have thought i'd be this way all day. seems like everythings suddenly changed. i even dont recall the last time we had this talk, what i just recalled was this dream, interconnected with her, yet too far from the real her, and actually, i just wished being with her, yet, i do know where it would probably end up...

waaaaah....


so what more could i expect? a gnome man.... a metropolitan woman... a vocalist without a band, a voiceover without a tune, a singer without a song, a composer without a composition... in short, i'm an artist... without inspiration...

waaaah...

don't you get it, sometimes people do meet these people they would have thought meeting before, but when they do recall the exact date, they'd think tehy're just all wrong, after all, it's truly impossible i met her before, though in reality,... in my dream, in my past, i did... and though she's in my front, though this 'inspiration' is singin in front... with me...

... i think id rather forget.

move on \rock mode/

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11:14 PM.


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